Allowing Love

I realized what I really needed and craved was the love of another, I mean real unconditional love.

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The kind of Love you get from someone who loves you for you!

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The kind of Love with care and support, with no strings attached.

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I remember when feeling that love you aren’t guarded and your true self is apparent.

I needed to allow someone to love me.   Let go of all fear I held onto and allow someone to accept me just as is.

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I needed some soul who would encourage all the things I love and not put me down and tell me how they thought I should be living.

Someone who understood the importance of all the things I longed for and made it a priority for those things to come to life,  so they begun to long for those dreams too because of the importance of going together.

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I was tired of going alone even if it was up like a beautiful balloon, I felt empty inside because I really needed anothers love. I wanted someone who would make my life and dreams come to life and I wanted to be all those things to them on a level they never even dreamed of.

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I wanted a best friend a soul mate and I deserved it.

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When your heart is guarded you don’t allow those things to happen. You may wish for them but you turn them away for a million different reasons.  I needed to allow myself to be loved and I made every reason up in my mind to run away but I figured let’s see what happens if I just allow it…

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And so I did.  Allowing Gus to love and care for me,  and trusting he would love and care for me was not easy.

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Letting down my guarded walls felt awkward,  scary,  and unordinary, but when I did and accepted it OMG the love was amazing.

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So I allowed it again

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And again

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Sometimes the walls want to come up again but I keep practicing in fact  Gus would probably say I am quite a professional at allowing myself to be loved 🙂 Love is definitely real

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I will continue to allow it in my reality.

Michele Renee

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