Do you believe me, do you believe YOU; are you fake or real?

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Haters say I should keep my business to myself; haters say I should stop writing about my problems and face them.

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I face my problems, dissect them, and fix them.

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I write to let others in this world know that you are not alone; that is one of the harshest things to feel; I felt alone for a very long time; and sometimes; I still feel alone; I am one of you; struggling in this hard life.  I write to encourage; my words come from the heart. So for all you lying haters who contribute hate, lies, and division in this world… this is written for you!

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I think I have had more life-lesson’s in the past few month’s that have really tested me, but have made me understand a  lot of things I really need to…  The funny thing is that when I think about it in retrospect; when emotions aren’t flying,  no matter who or why/what I am arguing with or about; I always find that it always comes back to one common denominator, TRUST or lack thereof.

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I noticed more and more people are not trusting anyone these days; we certainly don’t trust our political system; there are so many innocent people behind bars; and so many walking free because of who they know or what they had to work on their side to keep them out of prison.  We know politics is a lie; and it is almost expected to hear about all the lies.

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The media~ is one huge LIE, television tells young girls how they are “supposed” to look, dress, and behave in all the ways that are against self acceptance; it is all about creating a woman who doesn’t naturally exist.

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We can’t even trust our own government,  think about the percentage of people who are waiting on social security to help them survive; even though it has been months, years, and they are disabled but they have to hire a lawyer and wait years to prove the truth.

We are so busy getting 2nd and 3rd opinions because we know we can’t put trust in our doctors~we don’t trust our insurance companies, there are so many in the healthcare field who have one purpose they are where they are; and it has to do with GREED alone.

How many of us have lost faith in the company who employs/employed us?  What many considered a sanctuary, the place to go to restore their faith, they have cut ties with… the church.  Social media holds the newest list of liars~WE have fake followers on Twitter, Fake profiles on Facebook, and LinkedIn has spam filled fake professionals and jobs.

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The trust issues run so deep they continue on to include those people we deal with on a regular basis, teachers, friends, neighbors,  co-workers, bosses, landlords, family members, and even our own spouses; and the biggest greatest disappointment, is that more and more people have lost trust in God.

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We hold many relationships in our daily lives; and think about all the different ones you hold; we can see truly that “Relationships” can be very fake; especially those at places of employment where people brown-nose for one reason.

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I think I would rather be alone than have any relationships that are fake;

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people who act like they care can destroy; and people who take up valuable time with lies don’t deserve to be around those who are working on practicing honesty; they usually have motives.

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I have never been one to act like I like someone if for some reason I don’t like them; which is very rare; and they have to be the cruelest soul in the world; I have a huge heart and forgive people very easily; I give people more chances than they deserve; but once they show me; they can’t be trusted; I will NEVER let them in again.

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I guess, that proves I do in fact hold some distrust myself.  I believe people can change and if they want to,  I know it is possible; but the truth is people are the way they are; and can only put on an act for so long.

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I am very accepting; I can tolerate more people than others would; in fact I will even forget at times they have a bad side; until it happens again; and then I look like a fool yet again.  I am very selective with who I allow into my circle; I love to help all; but when it comes to me allowing you in my personal space; you have to be pretty honest, loyal; and understanding; but you will get the same from me.

I do have to say there are times I feel like a huge hypocrite; that is those times; when someone shows me they can’t be trusted; by keeping lies from me I know all about; and I pretend to not know; I continue to allow them to “be my friend”; and let them believe there is nothing wrong; because I am on a “testing-friend trial ,” this is usually in the beginning of when I figure them out; I usually give them “time” to come clean to me; I will even be nice enough to hint around that I may have a clue.  Sometimes people need coaxing to admit the truth because of fear; but if nothing; they lose all my respect and will never be in my space again.

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I know telling the truth is really hard at times; and even admitting the truth to ourselves can be difficult.  I always find it interesting when I am bothered by something and after self evaluation I realize I am really bothered by something else; how can I lie to myself; that has to be the ultimate betrayal especially for someone who takes pride in their honesty.  I know it is very important to people to feel trusted; especially those who feel they deserve it.  I remember when I was younger; feeling and receiving that deep trust from my family or some teachers; and I would go out of my way to not lose their trust; because I didn’t get it from everyone and that really angered me.  I may have made a lot of bad decisions, been pretty spontaneous, class clown, in trouble more than my parents would like to remember; I may have gotten the class distracted, been wild in my ways but one thing I wasn’t was a liar.

The funny thing is, when you think about trust; there is the action/word alignment basis…. it really doesn’t always add up or make sense.  For instance; my website and my Facebook concentrates on  Permanent Expressions; I try to live my life as positive and self-propelling as possible; but that doesn’t mean I am not going to have those seasons when I am totally down.  I may wake one day and have a very spiritual day; close and comfortable all day date with Jesus.  I wake the next day; I find myself spending most of the day with Future, and Lil Wayne… I live in this world; I am present in it; but I always find my spiritual soul back to Jesus arms; that doesn’t make me a liar, it makes me honest to who I am and what I feel at ALL times.

Trust is a skill and way of operating that involves decisions, judgments, and risks. Trust doesn’t happen like an on-off switch. It’s something you create and nurture.  Building and sustaining trust is an ongoing process.

As children, we learn to trust and be trusted; it is very important to practice this with our children by keeping our word; and trusting them.  Children lie because it is easier to lie; you get what you want; you get out of trouble; but it is a decision that can be changed.  So it is not true once a liar always a liar.

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Sometimes, telling the truth is hard; it has high risk; if someone takes the risk to tell you the truth; they think you are worth the truth; give them a break; they deserve it. If you don’t trust someone you want to; and they want to be trustworthy; work on it; it is totally worth it.  I have known people in my life; who will tell me the truth no matter how much it hurts, and how terrible it makes them feel; because of these people I know that those are the ONLY people who really have my back because if they know I am worth the truth even over their own comfort; that shows how selflessly they love~ that is the person I want to be back to them.

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Guess what, when you practice being trustworthy; you get super brave and courageous; you believe people more and you know that trust is true and alive; because it lives in YOU.

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For all those I can trust, SING MY SONG IT’S ALL FOR YOU

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