Do you ever feel or think about how dispensable you really are to people? I’m not talking about everyday people in this world. I’m talking about people you’ve been there for, given your all to, been authentic to. I’m talking about people you love and would do anything for.
How insignificant people can make you feel, how they can leave you out and make you feel like you don’t matter. How your presence makes them feel like they gotta run the other way.
How they can pick you up, crumble you up like a piece of paper with mistakes and throw you elsewhere. How much you feel like a mistake in this world, a piece of nonsense just taking up space in this world.